Jan 9, 2017

Life won't worth living

Life won't worth living if you don't take the risks. What is life if there only good things happened and you only live in your comfort zone? Explore and discover new things. Take the risks. It will be worth it at the end of the journey. Life doesn't guaranteed to be good all the time. There will always has that one time where you will break down and cried your eyes out. The time where you need someone to comfort you. Someone that will give positive vibes and say, 'everything will be okay. just wait till the time come'

Lately, my life wasn't that good. Many things happened that made me cried almost everyday. Family? My parents argued almost everyday over the same thing since I was young. Since I was a little girl that do not know anything till the time where I was a grown up girl right now that could understand everything, they keep arguing like there's no end. In the age of 21, I could understand why this problem happened but I can do nothing to solve it. I pray to God to stick us together till the end inshaAllah. I hope that, it will a lot of Hikmah for all this struggle. More to write but im just so exhausted and couldn't think wise. Goodnight.

Jan 8, 2017

New start

Blogging. It's almost 5 years since I left this hobby. Glad that I am intended to continue it again. Hopefully. Even though I know nobody will read this, but it's okay. It will just be a place where I spill out everything in my heart.

Life ain't that easy lately. Family, love, friends and studies. Everything mixed up and messed up. Adult life was adventurous and challenging more than what I expected during my school time. If I ever know that it quite tough and a lot of tragic things will happen back then, I surely will prepare myself physically, mentally and spiritually. Even there's a lot of things happened in my life right now like a drama, there's still many good things happened that make me smile. Yes, life has its ups and downs. Many unexpected things happened, and unexpected people came into my life. I hope with his presence might make my life more colorful and meaningful than before. Or maybe someone that might live with me forever till I am growing old and grey.